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This new found little rush is actually very exciting for me as am just eager to come down every day after work and get started asap on what all i have in my mind throughout the day. Well actually today will actually not be much on the observations i made but rather a continuation of what i actually thought of yesterday. It was already too long of a post yesterday so i thought I’ll just continue where i left off.

All sweet but was really hard to ignore today just as i was having dinner, a banger of a hairstyle i personally love… thick bangs with a ponytail. Uff.. such a cute ass looking haircut that is… just probably a classic and reminds me of another time where that look got cemented in my head with Samantha’s haircut in Yeto Velipoyindi Manasu. Honestly its kinda super rare to see that chop on grown women at this day and age. Hopefully someone gets it done magically the next time i step out on the road. Would be super fun to get some of that dense hair of someone chopped off into thick thick bangs with still having plenty of density for a gorgeous looking pony. Some flex that is honestly and Sam did have that dense af hair to pull it off. I wonder though if it was actually cut and even if we assume so, it would be something to watch her get a thick curtain of her hair cut really close with scissors on her face as her smooth shiny hair just flow down like buttery smooth silk watching it all with her eyes half open with just all of it falling smack dab right in front of her, flowing down immediately off the cape and brushing it off her feet right before it makes it final bounce on the floor. Just roll the eyes with a little gasp and watch it all shorn off like never before. So much hair that it’s as though a regular guy walked in and shaved off his head completely and it would still not make it up for how much of her hair is actually taken off. Talking about her hair, i think lot of her hairstyles in her early movies except for Ye Maaya Chesave was way too overdone which kinda did not get the best look and make use of that gorgeous hair of hers. My personal favorite looks of her was in Eega, Manam, U turn of course where i can only image the kind of length she had before it was all shorn very very short. Must have had some kind of rush in the chair while all of it was being taken off and all she could see was her super dark lush locks hit the floor and just watch it happen with a gulp in the throat and a wide eye with the head down like properly to chop the bob that high. Even as she bent just a bit thinking that would be enough, must have made sure the chin touch her breasts to really make sure she is shorn properly; Mahanati with that nice braid, Thanga Magan and Kushi… at least the ones i saw where it looked very close how the natural look i guess. But again the absolute natural was probably in Ye Maaya Chesave but yeah at least they were not overdone. Ok enough about her… for now at least… get way too deviated as i write on without any kind of edit or proofreading.

What i actually wanted to continue today was that day before yesterday, my parents were finally able to book their long awaited Tirupati trip and i happened to volunteer too. And it will be on my birthday! Yay.. i guess. All good if we just think about it as a regular trip but of course… me being me… my initial thoughts run into the obvious thing that’s in the air about the optional tonsure that just pops up. And almost immediately, i think of all the beautiful girls i hang out with… well not now lol but at least during college. Even now of course i think of all the girls i knew till date and how I’ll think of them if i decide to get completely shaved… a full head, beard and mustache shave thinking about all the pretty girls… whispering… neekosam as the razor runs all over my head and face. This kinda actually goes back to my earliest remembrance in 3rd or 4th grade when we were made to sit with girls for some reason during some classes and as far as i remember, her name was Meera where of course she had her thick ass plaits and was mesmerized by my freshly shaven head and started calling me out “gundu” laughing her ass off with her perfect looking hair. Utter shame and contrast being completely stripped off in front of a good looking girl. There’s no way you can escape that and maybe even part of the post experience you should go through and be called out by women… be realized that you’re completely shaven now and the entire ego is stripped off and you should face all the reactions by presenting yourself in front of the opposite sex. All this time, you try to impress by showing off how good you look and once that is razored off, you should then go and get whatever that is called or teased off to humble yourself.

And adding more on the “neekosam” part, my personal take obviously of all this is that you’re offering the feature of yours that would make you look extremely different from how you usually look and you’re willing to get it done for her out of the love while thinking of how beautiful she looks and it’s only right that you completely surrender yourself and get stripped off the very thing that makes you ride on the ego. By completely getting shaved for her while thinking of how her beautiful locks look, it’s something much deeper of a feeling than trying to put it in words here. It’s probably love in a very pure state and probably the reason why hindu custom has the thing where the sons (well, now even daughters) get their head shaved when their family members pass away. That act itself is a way of showing love towards the person and that’s the closest analogy i could come up with to explain why i love that feeling.

This went on multiple times in my life, specifically in college when these feelings were at peak. There were two times when i got my head shaved thinking about my best friend (let’s call her Ritz). She only knew i was doing it for her the second time when her hair looked soo good that i had to run the clippers all over and pleasure tf out of how good she looked and uske naam pe sir mundwa liya. She did have some irresistible hair then and we were keeping in touch more often than ever for which i had to unravel all my feelings by shaving for her. I could say now that it’s definitely some form of sex if not the one everyone is familiar with. At that particular shave, i presented it to the other girls too and in person to someone i really had my heart on (let’s call her Brezza). To think about the beautiful beautiful locks she had especially then and to just fall into her with my head freshly shaved… i low key knew she wanted to get a good feel and run her hands nice and good and that’s exactly what i got done. Keep your pretty pretty locks and flaunt them all you want while am completely shaved for you… in front of you. My love for my girl.

Of course there were more than once when i shaved up good for the girl (let’s call her Ameo) who gifted me the Wahl clippers in the first place. We did have some crazy fun sharing some special bond that would be etched in each other’s hearts for life. My only regret was i chickened out when she offered me to shave my head. But with locks like what she has… would definitely want to shave off each other at some point in our lives. And boy do i want to shave her nice and good. Her hair almost begs for it to be razored off with such immense beauty. She was shaved clean bald till fifth grade every summer right after the holidays started. She would definitely absolutely love how she would like to be shaved again and with her hair all grown out now, it would be quite the dramatic shave that could be made as an event itself… get her publicly shaved to make use of all that beautiful hair she has to a spectacle of her life and others watching her to remember it probably forever. Would be lost in thinking as soon as they remember how brutally and shamelessly she was shaved. Just visualizing the scene again and again would itself be an immense buildup to think of everyday when her locks are being combed. As an example, i think of one of those tamil movie scene where a young woman with long af hair is made to sit under the tree in front of the entire village with all her hair flipped front and just ruthlessly razored without even showing her face and just thick locks of her hair falling so fast and clearing up her point of view as her locks are razored for being too beautiful. Would definitely write about them more and even more of girls whom i hung out and third wheeled with.

Until then…